this sunday was not like last sunday

mini explorations

i went on a mini adventure today and made some interesting discoveries. it was a lovely spring day in february in the land of georgia.

bursts

i get these random bursts of creativeness. one moment i'm fine and choosing classes to take and then it takes me off on a tangent thinking about portfolios and business cards and places to shove my portfolio at and beg for an internship. i don't want to end up lifeguarding this summer, again.. doing nothing with my life or time. i don't think taking classes should just be enough. i need expereince, too. it's all a competition- i just have to start believing that i am better than everyone else and gain some confidence. i have some good shit, too.

smoking in the girls bathroom

i've noticed that in class i'm the only person who looks at the other kids. when the professor is talking, minus the one or two kids actually paying attention, everyone else is looking at their feet, flipping through the book, biting their nails, playing with their hair, picking their noses... i'm the only one that looks around the room and studies everyone's habits.
i'm thinking i need to go to Algebra when i get home.

dull queen

this is how i have felt lately.

my heart is made of jello and so is what's in my nose.

I woke up yesterday morning and sneezed at least five times an hour. Today the runny nose joined. I decided that some jello hearts and that crazy super bowl game would cheer me up. It looks pretty tasty next to the pile of used kleenex. But really, that was one hell of a game tonight.